i figured out that "i have no knowledge" is sort of a paradox. cuz like they say, when you understand that you don't know anything, that's true knowledge. like the good old "i am lying" paradox. these days, the office is like a minefield i have to tread around carefully. be careful not to step on any stray tail. oh open house on this saturday. and i was asking them what open house for an army camp means. cuz in the case of schools it's for prospective students. so it's for prospective regulars huh? pls excuse me, i feel weird these days. i'm on the brink. and i realise that the morrie book i'm reading is all about death. well requires some thought and reflection. some stuff are really cliche. but cliches aren't dry or anything. nowadays, cliches have the connotation of being useless words that people cringe at. but some of them makes so much sense. i like the part where he says we need to create our own sub-culture, away from the madness that is engulfing this world. that's precisely what i want to. not follow the nonsense that is spewing out these days. just got to create my own nonsense. haha.

felt so much like taking leave tomorrow. but prob can't get it approved so quickly, so didn't. i seriously need a break. i mean it. for clear my mind.